alReady gone~~

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die…

I didn’t want us to burn out
I didn’t come here to hurt you now I can’t stop…

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you’ll find another
That doesn’t always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
“Perfect” couldn’t keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone, already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone, already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye…

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone, already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone, already gone
There’s no moving on,
So I’m already gone

u can tell someone's feeling by the lyrics of da song..so that's how i feel..its hard to forget some1 that have shared ur life with..share ur happiness n laugh..help u thru ur bad day..comfort u everytime u meet..it really takes more time than i thought..when i heard the song, ahhh that was our song...when i'm walking at any place and smell ur perfume i always thought u were there..but no~~u make me think of u whenever i go...all our memories really haunted me...i can't moving on my dear 1..i cry a lot when i really miss u and always want to try to call u every night to say i luv u...

i'm lying -_-

to u know who u are~~

Every time I think of you I always catch my breath

And Im still standing here

And youre miles away

And Im wondering why you left

And theres a storm thats raging

Through my frozen heart tonight

I hear your name in certain circles

And it always makes me smile

I spend my time

Thinking about you

And its almost driving me wild

And theres a heart thats breaking

Down this long distance line tonight

I aint missing you at all

Since youve been gone

Away

I aint missing you

No matter

What I might say

Theres a message

In the wild

And Im sending you

This signal tonight

You dont know

How desperate Ive become

And it looks like Im losing this fight

In your world

I have no meaning

Though Im trying hard

To understand

And its my heart thats breaking

Down this long distance line tonight

I aint missing you at all

Since youve been gone

Away

I aint missing you

And if I cant bridge this distance

Stop this heartbreak overload

I aint missing you at all

Since youve been gone

Away

I aint missing you

I keep lying to myself

missing u-john waite

dear..no matter what i said i know i'm lying to myself..

i do miss u,no matter how angry i am,

no matter how many bad words i said to u..i still love u very much..

i'm sorry to break the promises i made my dearest~~

oH kawe ku:)

sume manusia kat dunia ni mesti ade kwn an2??hehe..schoolm8, coursem8 la, clubbingm8 la(aisshh mintak dijauhkn..kekeke:P)..mamaku slalu pesan kalu nk kwn bley je beribu berjuta..tp kene pandai pilih...kwn ngn org yg suke clubbing tp jgn la gi clubbing!!! CONTOH!! huhu kene pandai bwk diri sndiri..jgn la ikut prasaan..

other than my frens kat convent, TKC..i met new frens kat Ukm ni..dorang sgt besh..tp yela masing2 mau tumpukan kat studies..tyme 1st year ade kwn tp x sekepale...huhu so cm kwn gitu jek..rapat ngan dak zaba jek..dak klj laen kenal tyme class...but well u don't know me..dun judge a book by it's cover la..sume cm x kwn sgt sbb mukeku ketat??(bak kate aifat:P)..so 1st year b'lalu dgn bosannye n a bit sdey..slalu ngadu kat farr(my batchm8 at tkc)..sume kat ukm ni x best..huhu..i'm a loner tyme 1st year..cewah..tp rapat ngan certain org jek>>my ex-rum8 dyba, ieda, da, aina, ina......tu je la kot...huhuhu...eroh kwn futsalku..sape lg ek??tu je la kot..yg laen gitu2 saje...

then 2nd year...sgt best..akhirnye ku menemui kwn yg sekepale..kekeke...slalu gelak2, bising, share probs, melahap skali..conclusionnye dis sem sgt besh!!!huhu..CHIKA FATEEN N AIFAT!!

korang light up my world!!at last..

cayunk gile korang!!seyes...aku hope our frenship last 4ever..alamak..jiwang la plak..hahahahaha;p best hangout ngan korang..hope korang x rase aku menyemak je...buat korang marah ke..hihihihihi;p

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.

A Friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway!!!

Friends are God's way of taking care of us.

really glad our path crossed..luv u bebeyh~~heeee:D

fAstiNg mOnth~

happy fasting month!! eventhough lg 1week nk raye!hehe

after dh brape hari bukak pose kat zaba,boring la kan...so ajak chika,fateen n aifat mkn besar dan mewah:P di san francisco pizza sek 8 bndr bru bangi..SGT BEST..SODAP oOoO..berbaloi ar mkn a bit mahal tp kenyang smpai nk meletup prot aku ni..2 thumbs up!! nyam2..

odw gi san fran pizza(traffic light merah;P)

nk mkn pe ni chika??@-@rambang mate sudah..

x sabor2..;P

food kami!!nyam3!!

pastuh kami pulang dengan prot kenyang...hepi2..huhu..b4 mkn kat cni kumpul duet dlu yek~~itu saje nasehat ku..hehe

GORENG2~~~

hey guys~~

sorry 4 da loooooong silence..hehehe..seyes bz lately ni..ok ni nk cite pasal xxm midsem ku...

3rd sept hrtu xxm cytogenetics..yg x hape2 jwb..xxm tyme tuh kat lab genetics..1 table 2 org...so ade la krusi lebih di kiri dan kannku..ape lg tyme xxm krusi itu dijdkan tmpt rehat kakiku..dr.choong nmpak wat bodo saje..kekekeke..sorry la doc..penat menggoreng answers..aifat yg ddk kat sbelah hanya mmpu menggeleng pale...ingat dpt discuss..tp x kesampaian..haha:P

then 4th sept xxm entomology at 9am...muke mengantuk jwb xxm..haiyaarrrkkk mau tendang paper itu ketepi..ape ni!!!lg dugaan menimpa...adess...n penggorengan ayat juga bermula!!yey2...tambah garam secukup rase..sape yg x pandai masak tuh pakai jek serbuk bru tuh ape name die??ermm...mee maggi secukup rase??;P tgh2 xxm bley plak blackout an!!naseb baek mate gue masih ok..tulun la bkk tingkap berdekat..ade sket nur cahaya membantu..hehe

mlm on the same day pon ade xxm lg satu...kentot tol! xxm molecular approach yg aku x approach2 smpai la ni..so ptg tuh hangout kat room kwnku yg t'syg aifat n chika kat kajai(kembang ke??;P)..suke bangat room dorang...syantek...huhu.. dengan ikhlas hati belikan dorang nasi tomato 4 chika, bihun grng 4 aifat and roti john 4 fateen..

eh??cop2..bkn belikan...dorang pesan tlg belikan..manyak sgt la kan duet den...hehe..fateen lak mkn roti john jek sbb pembwkkan budak..kekekeke;p dr dlu smpai skrang prot asyik 3 bln jek..hahaha..bile mau tmbh pon x tau:p..kami pon berbuka pose dgn gumbiranya...tp hati dh cuak seyh mau xxm...

then 8.15 kitorang gi la DG dengan kete fateen...thnx 4 da ride!!huhu

ape lg masuk DG dgn muke blurr..sgt bengang sbb ape yg bace b4 tuh cm x msk pale ni!!adeh:((..tgk soklan ade 4 jek??eleh... pastuh dgn lafas bismillah bace soklan...

DENGAN MULUT T'NGANGA!!jerit sh**!! ape soklan ni?? p/s: x de la jerit ye..jerit dlm hati

1st 30-45 minutes pandang je kertas soklan tuh...x tau nk jwb ape... toleh kat aifat,chika ngan fateen sume tunduk..bley jwb la katekan..huhu..tyme tuh panggil aifat..ckp kat die nk kuar..x nk jwb...nk nanges tyme tuh..seyes otak blanko~~aifat pujuk jgn..THNX fat..aku jwb gak la..penggorengan berlaku sekali lg, lg dan lg dan seterusnye kluar ngan bangge-_-*(piss off la)

kat luar DG nk b'siap sedia utk balek n tertonggeng tetibe fateen tanye dgn suare lmbut ''korang nk gi mcD x??''

aku, chika, fat pon mnjwb''NAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' sume org pandang kitorang tyme tuh..hahaha

ni la kami..sangat bising...kitorang pon tertonggeng melepaskan tension di mcD..sgt besh...aku sgt ske korang!!mmg satu pale laa...BFF!! hehe

8th sept xxm genetics population..yg aku panggil gene pooop..haha..ape la..fisio tumbuhan jdik fifio or fifo mcm UFO daa:P xxm kat Ktams sgt sejuk!!! spot questions mengena..yey!! tpkan ntah btol ke x aku jwb..hahaha

15th ni xxm fifo lak..adess..x abes bace lg...in bm lak tuh??akan berlakukah penggorengan lg??haha..itu akan kita tunggu till kertas soklan terpampang depan mate kuyu ku ini..hehehe

al-fatihah

on the august 6th, she passed away

rest in peace my dear fren

semoge roh kamu dicucuri rahmat Illahi

dan ditempatkan dikalangan org yg beriman

amin~~

i will always miss u

and u will be always in my prayers.

neVer say nEver

somethings we don't talk about, rather do without and just hold the smile:)

falling in and out of love, ashamed and proud of together all the while

you can never say never,while we don't know when

but time and time again, younger now than we were before

don't let me go...

don't let me go...

don't let me go...

picture you're queen of everything, far as the eye can see,

under your command, i will, be your guardian

when all is crumbling, i'll steady your hand

you can never say never,while we don't know when

but time and time again, younger now than we were before

don't let me go...

don't let me go...

don't let me go...

we're pulling apart and coming together again and again,

we're growing apart but we pull it together

pull it together again and again

don't let me go......

don't let me go...

don't let me go...

the fray~~~

peJamKan maTa -_-

ku pejamkan mata
kau hadir di sisi
bisik mesra darimu
menyemai kasihku

bahagiakan dirimu

agar bisa ku senyum

pejamkanlah matamu

ku pasti di sisi...

hehe lagu ini sungguh sweet...

yuhuu!!!over!!!

yeay2..dh abes xxm...

balek umah kene keje....

mb bakery kot...

gemok la aku mkn roti ngan cake evryday...waaaaa

nk wat cake 4 moi mom 4 mother's day nnt...

cake...cake...cake...

my favourite cheese and chocolate cake...

nyam3...;))

xXm..xxm...xXm...

mengape diciptakan xxm????

huhuhu...

alaa ayu rilek ar..nnt dh keje rindu plak nk xxm...

x kan nk sruh boss hang tetibe wat xxm plak??

haha...

enjoy it...do the besh...

have faith in u,believe u can do it!!

yey!!hepi2!!

waaaa.....dh abes mid sem...

after dis xxm final plak...aiyoh...

ayu gambatte ne...

sdey2...

actually...this is to sum1 i know...

there's no word to describe how terribly i felt that evening...
until now...
thnx gell 4 da memories, the things that u gave me
and the courage to0 i guess....
of course u didn't remember the sacrifices that i've done 4 you..
if you do,you've thrown away together with the notes..
the blame that i took......just to protect the only u...
i put aside my frens just 4 u...
u so damn blind dear...but now i really don't care...
i have my family, my beloved frens,my buddies...
they are more important than u ryte now...
u're no longer a vip in my lyfe...u're just u...
i've already change mR. AL's name..huhu...it's juz an old bear...
that full wif dust..haha...wah...
i think i will give it to my cousin on her 14th b'day..
pokai...x de duet nk beli present...
so...kitar semula....

the conclusion is recycle your old things!!;P

oik!!

to all my knights sayang...
thnx 4 da wish!!
really miss to celebrate burfday wif u guys...
:((....tety i lyke da pink gajah...
chumill.....

waaaaa:O busy ngan midsem...
fening3...ayu study!!!

chayok!!

Things My Mother Taught Me...;P

My mother taught me LOGIC.
"Because I said so, that's why."

My Mother taught me MEDICINE...
"If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they're going to freeze that way."

My Mother taught me TO THINK AHEAD...
"If you don't pass your spelling test, you'll never get a good job!"

My Mother taught me ESP...
"Put your sweater on; don't you think that I know when you're cold?"

My Mother taught me TO MEET A CHALLENGE...
"What were you thinking? Answer me when I talk to you...Don't talk back to me!"

My Mother taught me HUMOR...
"When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don't come running to me."

My Mother taught me how to BECOME AN ADULT...
"If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up.

My mother taught me ABOUT SEX...
"How do you think you got here?"

My mother taught me about GENETICS...
"You are just like your father!"

My mother taught me about my ROOTS...
"Do you think you were born in a barn?"

My mother taught me about the WISDOM of AGE...
"When you get to be my age, you will understand."

My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION...
"Just wait until your father gets home."

My mother taught me about RECEIVING...
"You are going to get it when we get home."

And, my all-time favorite - JUSTICE
"One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like YOU...then you'll see what it's like."

My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside - I just finished cleaning!"

My mother taught me RELIGION.
"You better pray that will come out of the carpet."

My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!"

My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident."

My mother taught me IRONY.
"Keep laughing and I'll *give* you something to cry about."

My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
"Shut your mouth and eat your supper!"

My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
"Will you *look* at the dirt on the back of your neck!"

My mother taught me about STAMINA.
"You'll sit there 'til all that spinach is gone."

My mother taught me about WEATHER.
"It looks as if a tornado swept through your room.

My mother taught me how to solve PHYSICS PROBLEMS.
"If I yelled because I saw a meteor coming toward you; would you listen then?"

My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY.
"If I've told you once, I've told you a million times - Don't exaggerate!!!"

My mother taught me THE CIRCLE OF LIFE.
"I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."

My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION.
"Stop acting like your father!"

My mother taught me about ENVY.
"There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do!"

hahaha...

music is my life!!

sumtimes songs reflects my feeling...
not sumtimes i guess....every seconds my heart beating...

here it goes~~

oh,i've been traveling on this road to0 long
just trying to find my way back home
the old me is dead and gone,dead and gone

i turn my head to the east
i don't see nobody by my side
i turn my head to the west
still nobody in sight
so i turn my head to the north
swallow that pill that they call pride
that old me is dead and gone
everything gonna be alright...

T.i ft. J.t dead n gone

chill out ayu...:)))))

dumbhead!!

uik!!study la ayu!!
dun think about da choc cheese cake...
haha;Pnyam2